Diary extract No 29
31 July 2011
31 July 2011
Trapped by visiting relatives. Have decided to hide out in the kitchen. (The empty kitchen.) The house echoes so quietly, now that everything has gone and not even the ghosts remain. All but Alexandre who keeps fiddling with the doorknob, anxious for tomorrow. I have my suitcases out today, but I can only stare and stare. Rooted like a prairie plant in front of my wardrobe, wondering if there is a spell or charm I could recite to make my valises pack themselves. Forever promising myself this will be the last summer spent yearning for people. People in places only seen in photographs so worn from my fingertips across their faces, it makes me want to cry.
Forests of Queen Anne's lace (not elderflower, though, no matter how hard I wish it) grow right along the seaside. Reminds me of afternoons sipping elderflower champagne with Luna, cool grass tickling our bare feet and Tigerlily skin warming in the sunshine. I keep seeing polar bears in my dreams, but it's summer, you see, and they are all melting away. Ice cracking from their fur, frozen puddles under my bare feet and where have I left my wellies? The bravest thing I've ever done was a success, you see (the Truest words are always spoken when you cry) but I'm left wading in the teardrops.
15 comments:
If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be?
A tiny little house in Fromiee.
"(the Truest words are always spoken when you cry) but I'm left wading in the teardrops."
*Le sigh...i had to catch by breath, your beautiful words took it away.
so glad i found your little corner on the web- it's magical!
Happy thoughts!
Keiko
Lovely.
Elly, I so adore your words, always always always.
The polar bears won't melt forever, my love. Enjoy the flowers until they're able to remain solid.
Grace & peace,
Kinnery xx
You take the most beautiful pictures. I do hope you feel better, your heart may always ache over those you miss, but I wish for you that is heals even a little.
xx Carina
Oh Elly, your words, always your words.
Anjelica xx
p.s your letter is coming soon!
This is absolutely beautiful. <3 I don't know how to put it into words well, but this feels familiar somehow (as though the same or like things were happening to me, maybe). I hope that your wish will come true someday (or, rather, reading your writing makes me think that you have a wish, and if that's true then I hope that it will come true).
Elly, you are truly magical in every other way.
"I keep seeing polar bears in my dreams, but it's summer, you see, and they are all melting away." This is absolutely breathtakingly beautiful. There is such power in words.
Your words never fail to inspire & enchant me.
(A letter is coming your way soon.)
You have the most beautiful way of saying things. How do you do it?
I don't. I really, really don't.
God, this was so beautiful.
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like talking to trees, your whispers hidden in the wind. only sometimes the trees talk back. like wishing on a star and having the star wish on you. say what you like; there's always someone listening.
a very merry thank you.